In my previous blog, I had raised many questions, mostly of
existential nature. I felt I cannot go ahead with any other writing, before I
answer these questions, at least to the best of my satisfaction. I did answer
them in that blog itself, but I don’t think I dealt with them thoroughly. Hence
let me do that in this blog, before I go to resurrection and after life and
proofs for them. Of course, I am answering from the point of a Christian
worldview.
The first question would be ‘Who am I?’ I would answer this
in this manner: ‘I am the most loved creation of God, the Father, who created
me in His image, to reflect His glory. His eyes saw me when I was in my
mother’s womb and much before I was formed in the recesses of it.’ That makes
me the most cherished person, a human being, made lovingly, and made to have a
wonderful relationship with my Creator, my heavenly Father.
“Why was I born? What am I doing on earth? What is my purpose
on earth?” These three are related questions. The answer, of course, will flow
from the first. How do we respond to a loving father or a mother who care for
us on earth? Yes, we love them in return and try to make them proud of us by
whatever we do. We obey them when we are young and try to fulfill their plans
or designs for us.
In the same way, we obey the commandments of God, as it is
given in the Bible, and the teachings of Jesus, or even as it is written in the
conscience of human beings, and make God our Creator feel proud of us. God
boasted about Job to Satan, “Have you noticed my friend Job? There’s no one
quite like him – honest and true to his word, totally devoted to God and hating
evil?” That is what makes God proud of us, and He even boasts like a proud
Father!
That is why we are born, to glorify the Father, our Creator
and to bring Him honor and glory by our lives. That is our main purpose. This
can be done wherever He has placed us, as a house wife or a career woman or a
worker in the mines or an engineer or a Doctor or a minister in the church or a
clerk in the government office. In whatever secular position you find yourself
in this world, arrived at by your hard work or studies, you can work honestly,
with integrity and fear of God that you have to answer Him if you do anything
wrong.
The life on earth is like a probationary period, where we
learn to live our lives according to the norms prescribed by God, without
oppressing others, helping the poor, the marginalized and the suffering
persons. In Bible God asks through His prophet, “What does the Lord require of
you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God.” That is
all basically God wants from us. To be just in our actions, be merciful to
people who suffer and walk humbly before God, our Creator. No thumping our nose
at God saying “This is my life; I will do what I want with it. Who are you to
ask?”
Now, if you ask me the question, how do we know what God has
prescribed, I can only point to you the Bible, where clearly in black and white
God’s commands for a good and faithful life have been written down and given to
us. This has been lived in practical terms by Jesus when he was on earth as a
model to us. To people who say that in their religion there are no such clear
teachings, I would only say that if there is a true God, who cares for us, and
how we live in this world of His, He would definitely leave His commands and
foot prints on earth. So you have to search and find the true God and then
follow His commands.
When the probationary period on earth is over, which is
temporary and transitional, then we are ready to go to a better place, the
eternal place, where we will live for eternity in the company of God and Jesus
Christ, living a life of joy and happiness in the presence of our God, forever.
This world is a training ground for us, so we can be found worthy to live in
the eternal world.
That is also why running after money, name and fame and
material possessions will not really satisfy the human heart. It is made for
something better, to live in the company of God, his Creator.
What is the meaning of this life? Meaning in life is given by
doing any work, secular or religious, for the glory of the Lord. It has to be
hard work, not hardly working or working only when the supervisor watches, but
all the time according to our conscience.
Whether we are managers or workers, officers or clerks, executives
or assistants, house wife or the bread winning husband or vice versa (it is
possible in the modern days), when we work like this, it will bring enormous
satisfaction to life, which we usually call as, “Job satisfaction.”
To rise to the fullest of our potential, we need to become
free of false notions of our happiness and satisfaction. True satisfaction lies
in finding out what is God’s plan and purpose for us and then stick to it,
whatever might be the difficulties.
The important thing is to work as if you are working for the
Lord and not for your earthly supervisor. Then to whom does a CEO of a company
answer? There is an ultimate Supervisor, God, for everyone. We are all
answerable to Him ultimately. That should temper our dealings, in business or
in administration or in service, to be honest and hard-working. Doing a useful
job, to the full capacity of a person, being truthful to God and his earthly
supervisors, will give meaning to one’s life. In addition to giving meaning to
my life, it adds significance as well.
Not only that, but the fact that I am so deeply loved by God
gives me emotional security, which in turn gives meaning and stability to my
life. How do I know God loves me so deeply? Look at what He did. To get us
reconciled back to Him, as it was in the Garden of Eden, to get back the lost
human race, He incarnated Himself as a human being, in Jesus Christ, who lived
his life as an ordinary human being, but as per the commands of God, loving and
compassionate, till his enemies in the world put him to death.
Jesus died in our place, as a sacrifice, to pay the penalty
of our sins, so that when we accept what Jesus did for us on the cross, and
repent and seek his forgiveness, we are forgiven and given the righteousness of
Christ, so that we can enter the presence of God, as pure and undefiled beings,
and thus are reconciled to God. Is this a small thing for God to do? He paid a
huge price just to get us reconciled to Him and to make us fit enough to come
to His presence and inherit eternal life after death. Is that not proof enough
for His love for us? Do we need anything more?
My main purpose in life is to be a witness to this love of
God. To bring the knowledge of His love and the sacrifice that was involved, to
all whom I can, so that we could all have the privilege of being reconciled to
Him. This saving knowledge of Christ is not to be kept under a lock and key,
secretly to be enjoyed only by those who are saved, but to be told from the
roof top, so that many will benefit and come to this joy, which alone is
permanent in this world.
As I think of Him in my bed when I an awake, and when I think
of His love, His mercy and kindness, I am filled with joy that no one can take
away from me. As I sing songs, hymns and Psalms during my restful times, I am
so filled with His presence and His Spirit raises me up to stand on mountains
and to walk on stormy seas. I draw my strength to live this life on the earth from
moments like that.
That is my purpose. To become His child, His daughter, His
most precious and cherished daughter, so I can sit soaked in His love, and
spread His love to others, so that others may also know about Him and His love
and enjoy such a beautiful relationship with Him. This gives meaning to my
life.